How to Not Be With You

Music and lyrics by Bree Lowdermilk I am walking home from the subway stop. The lights keep changing, I just stand and watch. I should know what’s wrong, like I should know which way to go. I should hurt less, and I should remember my way home. But I don’t. I can’t see, Now that you’re not walking next to me. I don’t know how to not be with you. I don’t remember where I’m from. I know your touch, know everything you do. Well, I know everything except how to not be with you. Hands out and head bowed, I am still waiting for you. You keep on changing, I’m not through. I should hold my ground, I should have nothing to say. Should you reach for me, I should run my heart away. But I won’t. I’m not free. I’m not a lot of things I used to be, baby. I, oh, I don’t know how to not be with you. I don’t remember where I’m from. I know your touch, know everything you do. Well, I know everything except how to not be with you. If I had not followed you, would I know my way out? ‘Cuz I let you lead me home and I can’t find it now. I don’t know how to not be with you. I don’t remember where I’m from. I know your touch, know everything you do. Well, I know everything except how to not be with you. Hands out and head bowed, I am still waiting for you. Hands out and head bowed, I’ll keep waiting for you. I don’t know how… Hands out, head bowed. Hands out, head bowed. I’ll be waiting for you.